Life update #5—We need help!

The above photograph shows the entrance to our Love You More Ice Cream Lounge.

สวัสดีปีใหม่ครับ (sà-wàdt-dee+bpee+mài+kráb) = Happy new year! 🙌

In this, my fifth update:

  1. If you do not want to read the entire update
  2. Brief review
  3. What we've created
  4. Where we stand now
  5. How you can help

1. If you do not want to read the entire update, please read just this paragraph

Over the past three years, my wife and I rebuilt our lives in Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand, and developed a business with three complementary activities: a raw vegan Ice Cream Lounge, a Sauna, and a Solar & Electrical services business—alongside a long and costly personal health recovery on my side.
These projects are viable and already taking shape, but carrying all of the risks and expenses ourselves has nearly exhausted our financial buffer. I am now reaching out for support to bridge this final stretch and give these initiatives the time they need to fully take root.
♥️

This is how you can help!


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2. Brief review

When we decided to move to Thailand at the end of 2022 and start afresh after I closed my 25-year-old business, kubus media, in Switzerland, I was facing a physically challenging situation. I was healing from an inguinal hernia that had caused neurological damage to my legs and severe hypofunction of the digestive tract, leaving me partially impaired.

I formally deregistered in Switzerland to focus on healing and starting fresh in Thailand, and to make this step possible, I chose to cash out my pension savings as part of a deliberate, all-in transition. 🙏

Today, nearly three years later, much has changed:

  • My hernia is healed, and my health is fully restored. 💪
  • My wife and I developed a new business centered around health and sustainability, spanning Solar & Electrical services, a raw vegan Ice Cream Lounge, and a Sauna with ice baths. 🫰

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3. What we've created

  1. We founded Love You More Co., Ltd.—"LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE EVERYTHING ELSE.":
    • Solar & Electrical services (together with two Thai electrician friends and a Swiss solar expert in Bangkok),
    • Ice Cream Lounge (currently in its soft opening phase),
    • Sauna (with construction about 80% completed).

While the Solar & Electrical business initially grew out of our own needs due to the fluctuating power delivery on the island, it has since developed into a service with a growing number of satisfied customers. In parallel, we fulfilled a long-standing dream by creating a raw-vegan "restaurant" (initially offering ice cream only, with a more comprehensive menu planned) and a small health-focused retreat with sauna and ice baths. Given our location at a major tourist attraction, the Khao raa Waterfall and Viewpoint Hike, these more stationary ventures presented themselves as a natural and almost self-evident next step.

Ice Cream Lounge, Love You More
Love You More Ice Cream Lounge (entrance area)
Ice Cream Lounge, Love You More
Love You More Kitchen and Bar
Ice Cream Lounge, Love You More
Love You More View Platform (not yet furnished)
Sauna construction site, Love You More
Love You More Sauna shower infrastructure and one of the ice baths (construction site)
Sauna construction site, Love You More
Love You More Sauna and one of the ice baths (construction site)
  1. In parallel, I have continued to develop Linux Audio Development—a long-term passion project aimed at making Linux more attractive for music production. This has already resulted in:

This is just the beginning; many more services, products and activities are planned, particularly for the restaurant. We will host events, and have an open-to-the-public roof terrace.


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4. Where we stand now

Because my recovery took much longer than expected, we have now reached a point where, despite significant progress, our financial buffer is almost exhausted.

A. To date

Item Amount
Initial funding CHF ~100,000
Investments (Ice Cream Lounge, equipment, Sauna) CHF ~85,000
Revenue generated to date CHF ~25,000

B. Current operating needs

Item Description
Operational status All business areas operational except the sauna
Immediate need Financial buffer of 3–5 months (or CHF 10,000–20,000) to stabilize operations and complete the sauna

C. Projected annual run-rate (once fully operational)

Category Amount (CHF / year)
Estimated expenses (all-in) CHF ~55,000
Sauna revenue CHF ~55,000
Ice Cream Lounge revenue (no additional offerings) CHF ~45,000
Solar & Electrical services revenue CHF 30,000–80,000
Total projected annual revenue CHF ~130,000

These figures are intentionally conservative and reflect a cautious, near worst-case planning scenario rather than best-case assumptions.


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5. How you can help


A personal note

Asking for help does not come naturally to me. I take responsibility seriously and do everything I can to avoid disappointing anyone or burdening others with my problems. I usually fight my way through challenges on my own or together with my wife, and I tend to choose the harder path if I believe it is the right one. This mindset is reflected everywhere in my life: choosing sustainability over convenience, riding the bicycle where a motorbike or car would be easier, committing to Open Source instead of proprietary alternatives, and supporting renewable energy, veganism, and other systems that I believe benefit everyone—not just myself.

I believe this character trait is the very reason my financial resources are now nearly exhausted. Guided by principle and generosity, I repeatedly chose to shoulder risks and costs myself—such as funding my recovery and surgery in Bangkok rather than relying on insurance.

Reaching out for support at this point is therefore not only a practical necessity, but also an important personal step for me. It is about learning to ask for help and, even more important, to accept it, instead of always pushing through at my own expense.


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6. Equipment sale fundraiser

I have set negotiable prices without specifying the current market value of individual items. Feel free to make me an offer. I am open to discussion. I treat everything with respect and love, so all my belongings are in excellent condition. Some items are here with me in Thailand and others are with my mother and sisters in Basel, Switzerland. I will happily ship items to wherever you are.

Qty Item Manufacturer Note Condition Location Negotiable
1 Gubal PANArt Handpan, with hardcase and transport backpack like new Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 2,500
1 Nord Drum 3p Nord Drum synthesizer like new Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 800
2 KH 80 DSP Neumann White speakers like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 700 (pair)
2 LH 61 Neumann Mount brackets like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 100 (pair)
1 SCM19DG4-R Beck Elektronik 19” rack display, black, metal like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 400
1 DiskStation DS2413+ Synology incl. 12×3 TB + spares used, good condition Basel, Switzerland CHF 500
1 DiskStation DX1211 Synology incl. 12×3 TB expansion used, good condition Basel, Switzerland CHF 350
1 JD-08 Roland Synthesizer like new Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 350
1 JU-06A Roland Synthesizer like new Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 350
1 JX-08 Roland Synthesizer like new Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 350
1 TR-06 Roland Drum machine like new Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 350
1 TR-08 Roland Drum machine like new Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 350
2 Zeppelin Bowers & Wilkins High-end cult speakers refurbished Basel, Switzerland CHF 250 (piece)
1 27UK670-B LG 27” 4K display, black like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 250
1 DT-M270H01-Basic Distronik 27” industrial display, metal, black like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 300
2 Diffusor HOFA Nature finish like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 350 (pair)
1 Interchangeable frame HOFA Brown like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 100
1 ISINE 10 Audeze IEM (planar) in ear headphone used, good condition Basel, Switzerland CHF 250
1 TMA-2 HD AIAIAI Modular headphones new Basel, Switzerland CHF 300
1 26782 TV stand König & Meyer High-end TV stand, black like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 250
3 LK 7 Mic stand König & Meyer Tabletop mic stands, black like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 30 (piece)
1 X-SPDIF 2 Matrix Audio USB ↔ SPDIF & Toslink converter new Basel, Switzerland CHF 200
1 MH-30 Alcantara Master & Dynamic Beautiful, high-end headphones, vegan new Basel, Switzerland CHF 250
1 PC-T80X Lian-Li Beautiful, all metal, black, high-end PC test bench used, good condition Basel, Switzerland CHF 250
1 PC-V33 Lian-Li Beautiful, high-end, all metal, ATX PC case like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 200
1 CVM-WM300(A) Comica Dual lavalier like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 200
1 A2 Audioengine Mini Hi-Fi stereo speakers like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 200
2 Speaker stands Audioengine Silicone stands like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 40 (pair)
1 T60RP Fostex High-end headphone, wood, faux leather like new Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 200
1 Link Direct SD 110 Ohm AES/EBU 350cm Vovox Braided cable, Neutrik gold new Basel, Switzerland CHF 150
1 Link Protect AD 75 Ohm BNC 350cm Vovox Braided cable new Basel, Switzerland CHF 100
1 Gubal stand Unknown Wooden + bag like new Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 100
2 PL-8CE Furman Power conditioner new Basel, Switzerland CHF 150 (piece)
2 iPod Hi-Fi Apple Cult speaker refurbished Basel, Switzerland CHF 200 (piece)
1 Magic Trackpad Apple Aluminum track pad with Bluetooth and Lightning new Basel, Switzerland CHF 90
1 NT-USB Rode USB microphone used, good condition Koh Pha-ngan, Thailand CHF 110
1 MX Master 3 Logitech Mouse new Basel, Switzerland CHF 60
1 MX Vertical Logitech Mouse like new Basel, Switzerland CHF 50

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Thank you for reading, sharing, and for every form of support. It truly means a lot to me (and us)! ♥️

Mónica and Amadeus, Love You More
Mónica and Amadeus

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#lifeupdate, #linuxaudio
2026-01-01 (amadeus)